if i let go, what will people think?

if i let go, what will i think?
well, i would think nothing, and that sounds really nice right now.

if i let jared wear what he wants to occasions, if i don't have the perfect little chair for the living room, if my kid wants to play an extra minute more, if i am not a perfect size 2 and i show signs of age, if my car isn't perfectly cleaned, if my carpet is blue, and if for just a second i lose control, what would happen?

the chains that i have wrapped around my own heart and mind would loosen a bit more.

sounds so easy :)